Every heartbeat feels like a sledgehammer to the face and my head is spinning.

Why am I going to work again?

Tuesday, 22nd of July

Just got an email from DenverDoll saying that it will take around 12 weeks for my doll to get to them.  I okayed the transaction because Avery is a cutie, but MAN I suck at delayed gratification.

3 months is so far away….

At least my floating mod head should ship this week.

Tuesday, 22nd of July




As is the usual custom, a few months ago Team Llama-nomenal started our annual preparation for GISWHES.  Now our time has come!  GISHWHES 2014 is less than two weeks away, and we are ready to win it!  After placing as Runners Up last year, we’re extra motivated and getting excited.  I’m setting up a stream of previous submissions to play here in a queue which will run until the hunt begins on August 2nd.  After that, the game is on.

If you’re NOT participating in GISHWHES this year and would like to help us out, just drop us a message here or at  Any extra help is always appreciated, and you’ll be crowned an Honorary Llama!

We’ll be posting here and in the tags frequently during the hunt to call upon our fellow tumblr users for help.  We’d like to thank everyone ahead of time for any help you choose to give.  We never would have gotten as far last year without so much help!  You all rock!

Talk to you soon, tumblr!

Love, your friendly neighborhood Llamas

This is my GISHWHES team, guys!  Follow us for wackiness and mustaches and updates on our GISHWHES journey!  And if any of you are not doing GISHWHES this year and want to help me out, I’d be extremely appreciative!  I’d even make you a custom fandom craft item to show how thankful I am.  :)

Monday, 21st of July

Audience Participation: Fic-Writing Edition


Taken from someone else on another network, deemed too good not to use.

Ask me a question about one of my fics or series. It can be absolutely anything in any project and I will tell you the honest-to-goodness answer (even on the progress/plans for next chapters of current series).

Don’t hold back. Whatever you ask, I’ll answer as truthfully and as completely as possible. You can also ask about my writing as a whole, if you like.

Monday, 21st of July

I am having sad gay mutant baby feels thanks to the X-Force book I got today.

Monday, 21st of July

Snagged this heavily modded LUTS Sleeping Lishe.  Only going to be keeping the ear mods for my project, but this doll is going to be my head for Maedhros, for the tolkienreadalong's reading of the Silmarillion.

Sunday, 20th of July

Two sweet guinea pigs need new home


Hey guys. So, uh… Some of you know that I’ve been in a bit of financial trouble for a few months now. I lost my tutoring job in May and have since been doing anything I could to stay afloat… dogsitting mostly, but also can returns and cleaning houses. Those jobs are scarce, once or twice a month usually.

Lately almost all of my income has gone toward feeding my two guinea pigs. Pellets cost about $14, give or take, and a big bag of hay costs around $25. The pellets last about a month, the hay about two weeks. Not to mention two bell peppers and lettuce weekly, although those are the cheapest part of keeping my girls fed. These two cuties are my babies and I love them so much, but…

I just can’t afford to keep them any more. I’m running out of options and I haven’t been able to find a job, and I’m desperate. I’m starting a full time master’s degree in September, and I’m worried that I’ll have no time for them, especially if I manage to get a job with the school.

After about a week of thinking about it, I’ve decided to put them up for adoption… This is not an easy decision, but I think it’s for the best? I don’t know where most of you even live, so I understand if you don’t want to reblog, but if y’all could signal boost that would be amazing and I would really appreciate it.

I’m willing to drive, too, if it means my girls go to a good home. I can go as far as… I dunno, two hours? About a 100-mile radius from Springfield, Oregon, and I will do the driving.

Please signal boost if you can. It would mean a lot to me, and my babies.

Sunday, 20th of July

dear 98% of the people that follow me that dont talk to me





Who are you

Whats your favorite color

Favorite ship

Favorite ice cream flavor

Do you have a cat


reblogging again bc I already got some from really cute people, but it makes me unreasonably happy to read these from you SO KEEP ON SENDING THEM 

I wanna know my followers <3


Sunday, 20th of July



★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★ CONTEST ★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★★

It’s been a while since I’m doing the preparations but finally the time is here .My First tumblr contest. °˖ ✧◝(○ ヮ ○)◜✧˖ °

Remember when I wrote a post about wanting to make a contest? It’s been a while since I’m here on tumblr and met tons of lovely people and I really wanted to thank my followers all the support . And after my post a lovely person, Martine messaged me to offer a wonderful prize for this contest ,a Soom Pel with Mylo body (bronze) .~(˘▾˘)~

I thought I can’t belive my ears but she is here waiting for a new home

So… the theme : Wild flowers (and bjd dolls)

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Very excited for this!!

Already got an idea for a photo and poem for little Ike.

Sunday, 20th of July

The Smile Project




I know it’s not the place to ask this but I am crying my eyes out writing this. I’m 17 and my teeth have made my life a living hell. I can’t look in the mirror anymore. I hate how I look to the point I don’t even have the confidence to even leave the…
Sunday, 20th of July

shieldshawk and me watching Walking with Dinos.

Sunday, 20th of July


in a healthy, close relationship of any kind, when something upsets you, you need to bring it up. as soon as possible, even. cultivate an environment in which you both can talk about things that upset you, with the utmost attention to everyone’s feelings. it’s a really simple thing to do but it’s a thing i’ve been working on for a while and i’m getting actual nice things happening as a result

Sunday, 20th of July


i’m always hesitant to reblog posts that pit dc/marvel against each other while glorifying marvel because marvel has done some fucked up things in the past and the mcu still has a lot of problems. it’s like cheering for a slightly better pile of poop and i don’t think i can commit to that 

Sunday, 20th of July




Here’s hoping.


Sunday, 20th of July

Look at this sexy dress that’s coming to me!  I’m so excited!

Sunday, 20th of July